How can I get back into riding?

Ok, so I am like addicted to Horses. I started riding at the age of around 6, and ride solidly for 4 years straight. I had all the equipment such as Hat, Jodphurs everything. My parents paid for lessons weekly at our local stables which was �10 each week. Also the petrol money to get to the place added on top. I rode all the time and I have and don't ever think I will love anything more than that feeling. I got really good and could jump over a metre high at the age of 8. Once we moved house to out in the countryside I thought it would be a lot easier to ride, but it turned out harder. We don't have the money to buy/loan a horse, and all the stables around us are really bad. They have like 10 horses in a lesson at the same time in a tiny barn, and there is no room for anything. Literally once one stopped, and the horse behind it crashed into it's tail :O!! Other places were too far or epensive. So I stopped about 2-3 years ago. Recently I have regained my love for Horses. I have never stopped loving them, but now it's even more than before. I can't wait until when I can get my own horse and just be free to do whatever I please. Is there anyway I could ride in the meantime. Even if it just once a month or once every 2 months how do I say to my parents I want to go again. I would have to get new equipment, as it was all sold, and a few beginner lessons to learn the basics again. I have a great way with Horses, and my Birthday is in June so could it be a present? What do I say to them to let me do it again? There is nothing I want more. :) Over the years I collected more than 25 Horse Care and Riding Books, and I have been revising loads, and I feel that with one lesson I could probably do it all again. Thanks!! :)